REPENT---'SORRY'

GENERALLY THE MEETING PLACE OF BOYS AND GIRLS is their school or college...The newbie that is the first year student has to get mocked by one way or the other...I do not use the word 'ragging'...Since from early days itself I detested this practice, since it has spoilt many good careers or the sufferer had to leave this mortal world....It is not love but infatuation  both the genders feel towards one another while in studies...Though some may claim it 'love'....Do they depart or get married/finish studies/get approval of parents or society...Yes society because in smaller towns or villages, any of the boys or girls who claim 'just' love will get it difficult to get out of their house...Coz, there are comments, the boy may but the girl may not be able to bear...However there are instances when one girl starts liking a boy...the guy may be a simple one as in this case.

2) The girl has got infatuation towards the boy...She will comment on him, sometimes alone or sometimes with friends...The boy never answered. The girl belonged to a well to do family....One  day she came to know that the intelligent boy had lost his father and her mother with her hards efforts cud be able to get him admitted in a good college, as she wanted him to be an IAS. The girl felt nervous and could not come to college for some days. The boy was as usual busy in his studies. She wanted to say sorry to him, but could not gather enough courage....The year passed and in the next session he joined a better college...The girl still feels guilty and have his phone number but fails to come up to say 'sorry' or get an excuse for her taunts.----Yea, we sometimes find it difficult to feel about the consequences for our tender feelings which however may never be revealed..This is the guilt of the age or sometimes of the ego, which prevents just to say a five word 'sorry', and have the heart pinched when the memory checks in....My advice for the tender feelings:

Phoolon ko yun mat todo, Jeevan se naata jodo;

Dil hai ke bhale na maane, ise chahe jidhar mat modo.